It’s been a long time since i’ve played a show with my band, and i’ve been sort of craving some musical expression. I’ve been playing music since I was very young, and I thought that it would be my career as I grew older. Little did I know that I would end up being a graphic artist, and putting my musical past behind me. But I haven’t lost touch with the way I grew up. I don’t go a day without playing my guitar, and my musical library grows bigger by the week. But I just want a new experience that I can call my own, and to write music again would be marvelous. My style of playing guitar and bass has changed so much over the past few years, and I find it difficult to connect with my past “musical allies” in the same way anymore. Don’t get me wrong, there is nothing better than playing a sweaty, fast, loud, grinding punk-show screaming at the top of my lungs. And I long for that. But, I want to experience something new musically.

I think i’ve decided to try to write music again, so I’m looking for someone to sing songs with me. I just want to jam, and write music; draw and make pictures. Is that too much to ask for? Maybe I should just be content with one of my vices, and not open myself up to all of them. In any situation, i still will play my guitar daily, and listen to my new tunes with great gusto. And when i’m done with that — i’ll start drawing until my hands fall off can’t take anymore.

I think i’m in love with too many things.